03 June 2011

Pause

I took the day off today.

I worked out this morning.  T and I had our therapy session.  After our appointment, as I was riding my bike to work and I just said "To hell with it!  I'm going home."

So, here I am.  I have a lot on my mind.  I am waiting to hear from my parents after the meeting with the doctors.  I am at loose ends, in limbo, on tenterhooks.  I am no fit company for anyone, and didn't want to spend the day pretending at work.

If you feel like it, email me.  I've got the time to respond.

AND (super important!): Thank you so much for your good thoughts, intentions and prayers for my mom.  I know it helps!

xoxox
e

5 comments:

8thdayplanner said...

Funny, I am home today also. I think you and I are on the same cosmic track. Actually, I've been home for 2 1/2 days. So it goes.

You know when 'you are no fit company for anyone', I'm here.

8thdayplanner said...

And I just read your comment on my post and know that of course I believe that you are an amazing, strong, resourceful, resilient, and determined survivor.

We will absolutely look out for each other.

the only daughter said...

I can only imagine how nerve rattling it must be, how everything else seems inconsequential by comparison.

Peace to you all.

Sigh said...

The man that raised me died of cancer and I know first hand the minute that the word is uttered within a family that everything changes. You look at everything differently and you see everyone and everything in a different light. Be kind to yourself... you are no good to anyone if you wear yourself out with worry. xo

Grumpy Granny said...

Hi, E. I am just now reading this. SO VERY sorry to hear about your mom. Sending all good intentions, healing thoughts and prayers your way. We'll be lighting a candle for all of you.

Peace to your spirit. You did exactly the right thing by staying home.

Hugs,
GG